Monday, December 1, 2008

The Calm Before The Storm

Hope everyone had a GREAT Thanksgiving. Steve laid low at home, recovering from a cold. I went to visit Country Martha and Garden Club for the feast of the year. SO much fun. Friends from around the country gather at different locations every year to celebrate Thanksgiving. To those, including Steve, who couldn't make it this year, know you were missed. And if your ears were ringing, know we WERE talking about you. I thought I'd better take advantage of still being able to want food, eat food, and drink wine, all at the same time. And I did.
Steve has recovered, and just so you know, enjoyed a huge goody bag of turkey, stuffing, cranberry, etc., when I got home.

This week is reflective for me. I feel good and continue to do "normal" things. I've spent time reading books given to me by the doctors and nurses on my team. I'm making lists of things I'll need to buy. I've picked up prescriptions and started a "pill chart" so I can keep track of the many drugs I'll soon be taking. I've put together a binder of all the written information I'll have to reference in the weeks to come. I've gone out to dinner and to the gym, and taken long walks down the Cape. I've enjoyed phone calls, emails, blog comments and cards.

I learned from Garden Club Ann that "Igor" is the name of a villain in Romanian folk lore. Very evil and mean. My grandmother on my mother's side was from Romania, a fact I learned only a few years ago. This bit of information has lead friends to speculate about my long lost relatives living in caves, dancing to gypsy music. Which would explain my passion for the Gypsy Kings and their music. Of course, now it all makes sense. Igor IS evil, nasty and mean. Close my eyes and this IS who I would conjure up as the the WORST possible being. He's SO going down.

Thursday, to be precise, will not be a good day for him. It will start with another core biopsy. The radiologist will take 5 bites out of him. I'll let her decide which pieces to pick. And it won't stop there. The first real-deal chemo session hits in the afternoon. He has no idea what he's in for.

I feel your support, prayers, love and well wishes as I get ready for Thursday. Steve will accompany me to treatment, which is scheduled to last an hour. I'm not exactly sure what to expect, as people are affected differently by the treatment. I do know the cocktail mix is strong, and I'm in good hands. My thoughts are with you, thank you for being there for me.

10 comments:

Cause to Paws said...

It was good getting together for Thankssgiving. Hopefully we all gave you good vibes to help you through your next steps - and we will continue to do whatever it takes to help you take Igor down.
Lots of love coming your way.

Terry

Ranch Hand said...

I am so happy that you had a wonderful Thanksgiving. We are rooting for you vs. Igor this Thursday and beyond. xoxoox

kanji's granma said...

I do not know you very well but from what a very good source tells me you are a great friend. From the pinnacle of my many years, I can tell you that with your attitude and the support you are getting from some wonderful people, Igor doesn't have a chance!!

Irene and Bob said...

Good Morning, Chica. It IS a good morning because today is the day that Igor's smug smile gets replaced w/the wide-eyed look of "Whoa, what's happening here?". He has no idea what is about to hit him and who he is dealing with. You are strong, much stronger than you know, and will do this today with the support and love of all of us behind you. You are surrounded by angels. Remember that. We love you!

Colleen said...

Kathy,
My heart goes out to you today. I hope that Igor gets the Shit kicked out of him! Be strong and know that we are all wishing you the best today.
Colleen

BB said...

Kathy and Steve, we are with you today. Sending you good thoughts and strength!

Irene and Bob said...

Chica...I've been trying to think of a way to let you know that you're constantly in my thoughts, so I redesignated my computer passwords at work so they're all Kathy-related. Now, all day - a gazillion times a day - everytime I log back in, I'm beaming a little prayer your way! Pretty soon there won't be space for anything else as the positive aura surrounds you!!! Love Bobby

Anonymous said...

We're thinking of you Kath. Go get 'em! Love, Lex, Ger, and Jae

Denise said...
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Denise said...

Thanks Irene- I had a great night. It was great seeing you Kathy. You look great!! My electricity just returned- 12:17pm on Sunday. Merry Christmas to all!