Hope everyone had wonderful New Year's celebrations. Hard to believe the holidays are behind us. I ushered in the New Year with a toast of sparkling water and a percocet. Next time champagne and pate, already looking forward to it.
Finally, I'm up and feeling better today. Can't believe I've spent so much time in bed. The Wednesday treatment threw me for a loop. Guess every day will continue to bring new challenges.
I've found a way into the treatment center to avoid walking through the lobby, which apparently is a big cause of anxiety for me. Major contributor to the headache, high blood pressure and trip to the ER last time. Meditation, ativan and coffee are now part of my pre-treatment routine. Who knew drugs and caffeine could be such a cure all. I had a Reike session the day before, healing energy to my head and body. The treatment center offers acupuncture, massage and yoga. I'm signing up for all of it.
It's interesting how my world and focus have changed in the past 2 months. Maria said it best, your life goes on hold while you go through the treatments and side effects, tests and procedures. With each new side effect, I read the handbook to make sure I'm on track with "normal" side effect stuff. Indigestion, fatigue, shortness of breath, headache, nausea, toothache, bone ache, voice change, coughing. I give myself a shot every 2 weeks, and take countless meds to combat the effects of the chemo. I've come a long way from my pre-diagnosis fear of needles, to say the least. Truly, anything's possible.
An Igor update. Dr. Erban tells me he's shrinking in girth and melting in size. Whatever side effects I have, he has more. His pulse is waning as he shrivels up and dies. Major cause for celebration.
I look forward to feeling well enough to take a walk outside over the weekend. I've had to suspend my gym membership through the fall. I should be ready to go back by then, with an April surgery.
Thinking of you and wishing you all the best for a happy, healthy New Year.
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Happy New Year! We welcome 2009 knowing that your treatment is going as it should, your focus, attitude and resolve are strong, and Igor is no longer dancing. We send you and Steve all good wishes, love and prayers as you continue this uphill battle. Keep up the fight, just one day at a time. Even though some days it doesn't feel like it, You Are Doing Great!!! We love you, Irene and Bobby
You are so strong. How did you like your Reike session? Amber once suggested that I take up Reike as an second career. Also just a note on my food obsession, when I read your post I was thinking, mmmm I wonder what Steve brought in the kitty bag. Enjoy the small things they've always been the most important. Love,
Denise
Happy New Year to you too, Kath! I am writing a little note from each member of our small 3-person clan. They have each instructed me on what to type for them. Here goes...
From Gerry: Hey Kath...letting you know that I am thinking of you and praying for you. Hoping you are well soon.
From me: I am thinking of you and hoping you will be feeling better soon. Can't wait to go back to the Impudent for a garlic bomb with you!
From Jaelyn: "Chica, I got a new frog for my fishtank and I named him Squiggely!"
The three of us love you.
Lex, Gerry, and Jae
Hi AF!
Glad to hear you're feeling better and great news about the demise of Igor. I'm thinking about you always and saying lots of prays for you.
You're my hero!
Love,
Kate
Kathy~
I wish you and Steve all the best in the New Year. Off with the old (Igor) and in with a fresh, new Kathy! Keep that fighting spirit going - you are such an inspiration to all of us.
Joan
Happy New Year!!! Here's wishing you the best of health (killing Igor) and life. I wanted to come by with something after my vacation, but had a cold so thought I'd wait until I was germ free. I'm so glad that your treatment is going well and that your attitude is so positive. We at the RCC are all thinking and praying for you. Keep up the good fight and hope to see or hear from you soon.
Hey Kathy,
Hello to 2009 and good bye to Igor!! Glad to hear that your keeping your spirits up and the Reike is something to look forward to thats comforting. Be strong and enjoy all the little moments of peace even if they come with drugs.......
Love Colleen
Happy New Year Kathy!!! I am so happy to hear that Igor is shrinking, he did not know what he was getting himself into when he set up camp but your showing him he chose the wrong girl to mess with. Hopefully with every treatment you get stronger and he gets weaker!!! Love you Katie
ps It has taken me so long to send you a note because I couldn't remember my password and didn't know I could reset it!!
pss Stop laughing Irene!
Wishing you the best. YOU ARE DOING GREAT TO HANG IN THERE WHEN THINGS ARE TOUGH. I think about you everyday and try to send good thoughts your way. Hope those kitties are keeping you company.
Love,
Lis
Lots of love and prayers to our dear, dear friend. We thnik of you often and wish you only good days from now on. LOVE Ana ,Aurel & Vio
Hi Kathy, Glad to see that 2009 is starting as it should for Igor..and better for you, as always you make me smile as you write in your "Kathy" way...interesting that the main entrance has been found to add to your anxiety, but it's good that it is recognized and there is a way around it.
As always, thinking of you daily and by the way I am jealous that Jaelyn got a frog !
Love
Sarah
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